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Friday, May 29, 2009.

Last day of term 2!!! :D
Which means the O level date is drawing nearer ):

Today it marks the start of the june holiday. Which is like a HOLIDAY to students but not to me ): O level chinese paper in 3 days time, 2 weeks of hell for me too D: Sad righttttttttt ): Couldnt celebrate sis's birthday ): ): ): ): ): ): ): MAJOR ):

Didnt want to go to sch today actually as sch ends at 12.30pm w only Chinese and art lesson. But end up, sis's psycho workssss. So I ll lor, have to go. Hahhaha! KhaiXin didnt come because of a decision I made earlier on :\ XuJin and YuJia both gangster, nvr come sch. Hahhaha!

Boring lesson.

Was doing chinese during art lesson. Mrs Lim was somehow reluctant to allow some of us doing MT. Supposingly we're going back to class for sprind cleaning but Dr Radha have D&T and F&N students w her so she dont need art student. We're released, lol!

Home.

PP just now to check on my eye. I thought I have to wear specs soon already *Phew* but when I had a scanning on my eye, the result was fine. So I was lucky. My vision was kinda blur recently. I really cant read things properly and I have trouble reading them. I was so afraid tht I might end up being a "4 eye frog" Pardon me for those who are wearing specs xP Quite a hassle actually.

And back home :)
Blogged @ 9:45 PM



Thursday, May 28, 2009.

I NEED A CHANGE OF MY ATTITUDE! towards study.
I REALLY DO!

You see whts the date now already. How many days more to my O level chinese paper?! And why the fcuk am I at home?! Cannot stand myself. I've been doing my revision, but not much. And I dont sense the urgency till now!!! Why is it so?! ): Oh manzx. Even the mid year result comes out so horribly, Im still as relax as ever -.- I think Im doomed, HOPELESS. But I wanna get into a poly, into my desire course(although Im still aimless -.-): I really need motivation.

I even told KhaiXin last night no matter wht, I'll still go sch tmr(which is today). I just gave her a empty promise ): Paiseh ah! She kena pangseh today. *Guilty*

Im at home now. Just woke up not long ago :\

There was only 3 lesson yesterday. Chinese, Physic and Chemsitry.
Slept throughout chinese lesson(SEE WHT I MEAN?!). Had Physic and Chemistry practical yesterday. Mr Kelvin Tan wasnt in sch so Yolanda took over -.- Damn funny! Practically everyone is laughing at her voice. She couldnt shout really well. Small little kittens were found outside the Chemistry lab. So adorable!
Home.

If you dont have the ability, forget it. I dont give a damn, YOU FOOL!
And not forgetting my sweetheart, YOU BLOODY ARSE-HOLE :)

I highly suspect tht Im suffering from split personality! *Ohgosh*
Blogged @ 12:21 PM



Tuesday, May 26, 2009.

Oops, I ignored my blog again :\
Hahahha! Too lazy to update. Pardon meeee :)

Yesterday had talk almost for the whole day. Bored. Had 3 consecutive talks in the morning from 9am entered the A.T, all the way to 11+. Bored to death la! The last talk wasnt interesting at all :\ The first one was all about nursing, second one was about TP (Temasek Poly). Tht lady is very cute. Hahahha!

Recess.

After recess, 98.7 FM came to our sch for talk again. Not really entertaining. Quite bored :\ Followed by tour around the hall. Poly sch in sg set up booth in our sch hall. Brochures were gone within a minute, lol. Typical Singaporean hor, lol!!!

Breifing on O level MT and home!

Sis accompanied me home. And I stilll can remember how hot the weather was ytd. Buay tahan!! So we went to hawker and get a drink. (WTH!!)
A guy suddenly approached sis w a $1 blue note with his name and number written on it.
Guy : Xiao Jie, ni hao. Wo ke yi gen ni jiao ge peng you ma?
Sis : Uhh.. Bu yao bu yao.
Me : *Stare*... And I burst out laughing within a second!
Sis didnt want to accept tht note but he insist on her taking it. So he moved his blur note under her cup of drink -.-
Damn funny lor!

MingHui came. Left at around 4 plus.

Today is anoher humid dayyyyyyyy ):

Theres only 2 lesson today. Chinese and art. Was copying down notes at first, all K.O-ed already :\ And soon after, my head was resting on my desk too :\ Hahhaha! The weather is damn hot today!
Less all the way to 11.20am then we were released for recess. By right our recess time suppose to be on 10.10am ): Delayed.
Art after recess. Sch ends at 1.40pm today! :D :D :D

Walked home w Caiyun. Hawker, accompanied her to tht printing shop as she wanna get her pictures printed.

Home :)
Blogged @ 4:17 PM



Wednesday, May 20, 2009.

A very rough post, lol!

Not very good today ):
Red eye is back. Thanks to those ^%$#%# Nbxzxzzx -.- lols.

Didnt went for yesterday's Chinese Listening too. Today then I start to regret and keep blaming on myself. Fcuk?! Why didnt I just wake up and fcuking go for the exam manxz? Why must I fcuking sleep? Fcuking nbccbxzx. Damn angry w myself la. Speechless. Why am I like this.
If I fcuking attend for the fcuking listening, I'll fcuking get my A1 for my chinese. But because I missed tht, I fcuking dropped to A2, WTF?! Mother Fcuker! -'-

Cant stop thinking about tht :\

Checking of scripts today.

Parkway after school w sis. Accompanied her to get her F&N ingredients and also her recipe. I even took the risk to help her copy the recipe lor, whr to find sucha good sis?! HOR, CHC!!! Lols. Actually she intend to come my place to try out and we were already shopping for ingredients, but due to my red eyes, she changed her idea. I swear its dam fcuking pain!!! I could barely open my eyes lor ):

Sis went off as her bus went came. Saw CY immediately after she left, lol. Not fated to see her. HAHA! She accompanied me to wait for bus as I couldnt even open my eyes. Lol! Peifen, Amanda and her friend were w CY too. Happy birthday ah, PeiFen :)

Home!

Jitao fall on bed and sleep. My eyes damn pain! ):

Pardon me for any error :\
Blogged @ 11:44 PM



Tuesday, May 19, 2009.

I brought my cute lil pink colour lunch box to sch today :)
*Yipeeeeeeeeeee Yay!!!*
Shall upload the pics tmr :D

Today's Physic paper and Chem+Physic's MSQ paper. They're quite stupid. And Daphane claims tht the paper today was way tooooooooooooooooo "EASY". Hahhaha! Imagine even Daphane says tht its sooooo "EASY" for her, so wht do we expect? Lols.

Today's weather abit.. %^#$% lols.

After sch, went Jurong East, IMM for Daiso, AGAIN. Hahha! Daphane joined sis and I today :D Had so much fun w her la! The way she speak is damn funny! Hahahha. Spend the whole day there! (Daiso I mean). Ohgosh. Imagine tht Ive got nothing to do there but to walk around like some idiot. And we were all separated, so I was alone ): LONELY AND BORING! Hahahha! Went around the shop and I could tell practically everything tht you wanna look for, under which area -.- Hahahha! I was looking for whtever they want, helping them. Im so helpful to them la! :) Not bad hor, lols.

IMM is so big. I've been there for 2 days. Spend way much longer time than the first time we went there o.o

Had this talk during our lunch! Damn freaking funny. Ohgosh. OPEN OPEN OPEN! O.O Haahha! Seeeee, thts wht friends are for when we're down. I love my friends to the ultimate maxxxxx! (L) Thanks lovely :D

Left there at 7 plus going 8. Pasar Malam and home! :D Got home at 9 plus ): Tiring dayyy D: Cant stand it. My head is spinning ): Very pain! Red eyes again D: Arghhh, shit! I think I needa rest early. I slept for only 3 hours last night, WHT DO YOU EXPECT MANXZ?! Hahhas. And today's long day, Im damn tired now ):

CHINESE LISTENING TMR, LAST PAPER! :D
HIP HIP HURRAYYYYYYYYYYYYY~
Paper starts at the afternoon too, SHIOK! I can sleep longgggggggggg :)

Still there :\
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Sunday, May 17, 2009.

Outing w sis yesterday.

She was damn freaking slowwwwww. Made me wait for so long ): Haha! She came over to my place. Now, who is the slow one. Lols. Took 196 to Parkway, she wanna get her F&N stuff. I accompanied her to look for her plate and cutlery for lil kids lor!
Saw this at Isetan and we both started playing w it -.- Very cute! Hhaha!

Was looking for her stuff up and down while I was doing my own shopping, lol. Helped her too. Dinner at Parkway. Actually wanted to go TPY but dropped the idea, we went Jurong East, IMM for Daiso, instead. Bus to Cityhall,Tht is something tht we always help each of us do, LOL!!! I've got a disgusting sis, haha!

Went to dont knw wht shop and I got a winnie the pooh lunch box and marshmallow. Damn adorable! Hahahha! Sis got a ... And we both were grumbling about the plastic bag problem, lol. No choice... ): Trained all the way to Jurong East.
When we got thr, theres this pasar malam going on thr too. Theres 2 place for us to rush within less than a hour -.- Had a very quick walk around the pasar malam and we rushed all the way to IMM, Daiso. The walk there is dark and scary, lol. So many ahbunehneh, ohmygosh. But thts the only fastest and only way there, I guess :\ And we both were running/brisk walking there. Like chiong-ing for some GSS stuff like tht -.- Hahaha!

When we got there, we were left less than 30min to shop. Sis went to look for her plate and stuff while I went to look for something useless -.- Hahaha! Managed to finish shopping before the shop closes. We were the last few customers lor. Power hor, lol. Nvr do late night shoppings, especially when the shop is closing. No enough time for me to really do shopping thr ):

Trained back to Lavender and home :)

I love you sis.

Misses.
Blogged @ 12:19 PM



Saturday, May 16, 2009.


Happy belated birthday to my brother :)
His birthday falls on the 14th May.

Wednesday, Maths paper 1.
Thursday, Maths paper 2 and Chemistry paper.
Friday, no paper -> no sch! :D

After paper, home. Totally no life. Boredddddddddd ): Lols.
Wanted to go Macdonald w XiaoHao and Alan w Caiyun but they both basatrd us, argh!!!

Yesterday outing w my girlfriends! :D
Dont knw how many years ever since we went out together. We're the always last 3 standing, lol! No matter wht, no matter how long, we're always the last one left. I love you alllllllllllllllllllll :D
Police Station and sister made us embarrassed -.- Idiot. Launched a police report at NPP then to hawker. Caiyun's place and then to PS. Sis wanna go Understand this?! Hahahha! I guess only KhaiXin and Trixilea understand, lol.
Daiso to look for her plate (F&N) Practically the whole day we're looking for her kiddy plate lor, lol. Made us feel younger -.- Hahahha! Roamed around PS, trained to Orchard. Caiyun wanna get her stuff at Far East. And wht about me? I got nothing to do but to follow them around. LOL. Ive been spending my money on lame and stupid stuff (said by girlfriends.) Ehhhhhhh. Got use one okay! Lols.

Bus to Bras Basah. Wanted to go Art Friend, closed -.- Bugis zunction (sis, familiar anot?) SaSa for pi-fume (once again, familiar?) HAHAHHAHA! Iluma and was stuck at this particular shop. Tht shop is damn ineteresting!!! Hahahs. Back to zunction for dinner and to our lao di fang :\
Home! :D
Blogged @ 1:28 PM



Monday, May 11, 2009.

Failure in relationship..
I dont knw how to love someone.

Memories and everything will be always be thr,
deep down in my heart.
BFF, thanks alot (:

MAKE SURE YOU MUST NOT IGNORE ME IN THE FUTURE! lols.

After this stage of my life,
I find tht I've lost myself. I dont knw who am I already.
Sleeping disorder recently. Not enought sleep!!! ):
I dont knw why either. Cant sleep, lack of sleep, WANT TO SLEEP but cant.
Joanna, wakeuppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp!!!
The world isnt gonna stop for me, for sucha small matter right?!
I feel cold whenever I get myself into such situations. Im afraid, Im sick and tired of it.
I need a breakkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! I wanna do something tht is really myself!
Holycrap, how can someone lose him/herself right? Ridiculous, haha!
I need someone to be thr for me. A shoulder for me to lean on..
Broke down..

Time proves everything.
Blogged @ 7:50 PM



Sunday, May 10, 2009.

It all started smoothly.. The difference of me makeup and not. Big difference uh? Lols.




And ends up like this..
Sad.


HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! :D :D :D

Mummy, thankyou. I love my parents! :D
Blogged @ 4:07 PM



Saturday, May 09, 2009.

Sorry dear.
I've already realised my mistake. Im really sorry.. ):
Blogged @ 12:35 AM



Thursday, May 07, 2009.

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Mid year has already started, 2 days.
Yesterday was Chinese paper. Hopefully I'll do well. I pin high hope there!

English today. I was totally lost manxz. Speech writting came out -.- Ohgosh. Everyone goes like, Oh-My-God. Lol! Not exactly all la. I didnt study for speech writting format ): I wrote it out by whtever I can remember of. Dr Wong was standing nxt to me, pointing to me, Speech, this word. It was stated thr. Stress yknw! Whenever she walk pass, I'll just flip my paper and dont let her see :\ Quite stupid but at least my speech can escape from her eyes!

Paper 2 was about sea and oil spillage and stuff. English oh English, lols.

After paper, stayed for sis. She was late today and was punished. While she was serving her punishment, Caiyun and I were standing at the arc circle waiting for sis. Dr Wong called for us from second floor, saying tht she has got something good for us. Caiyun and I were thinking about some English worksheet or wht. But she brought 2 lunch box and 2 dessert for us. Its 2 sets of lunch set. We were shocked and stayed still for a moment and she shoo-ed us off, lol. Aint she cute.
Canteen!

Home :D

XMM feverrrrrrrrrr O.O
I must THING wear properly in future :)
So tht I dont get XMM's attention (jealousy I mean)

JM
We both have been quite busy recently. But you're always thr in my heart :D
I miss youuuuuu ):
Blogged @ 6:37 PM



Tuesday, May 05, 2009.

I was hit by red eye ytd again ): Its damn bloody red lor ):

Anyway...
Mid year starts t-o-m-o-r-r-o-w!!!.. ):
First paper, Chinese!
Hopefully I'll do well. I dont wanna disappoint anyone!
English paper is on tmr and so on..
Art is giving me nightmare everynight :\ Ohgosh D:

REMEMBER YOUR DICTONARY!!!
Im off to continue memorise my notes, bye ):
Blogged @ 8:08 PM



Saturday, May 02, 2009.

Im so lazy recently ): Dont feel like blogging at all!
I shall blog whtever I can remember from now :\ And I've got severe STM xD Hhaha! Blog sai, lol.

Thursday!
Skipped sch on Thursday.
And it was Sarah's last day ): ): ): ): Imagine I cant get to see her cute face w her irritating moves whenever I get home. I'll be damn lonely D: D: D: So, I delibrately stayed at home to accompany her. I'll fcuking miss her hell lots! I love her so muchhhhhh ): Can tell tht my mum dont bear too. She hug everyone of us before leaving. So sweet right?! Love her to the max!
Went over to SengKang at 8 plus to meet my dear. Hmms.. Because of his disappointed, I went all the way to meet him. Aint I nice? Lols. Slacked around his block area and home at 11 plus.

LABOUR DAY!!!! :D
I metup w dear again on Friday. This time round he's sick. He got swine flu x: Hahahha! Just kidding, lols! Its just a normal flu but he seems to be very xin ku like tht. Who knws its fake one hor x: Hahhaha! Went to his friend's place w him. Went off earlier and he send me to Hougang MRT station. Thanks dear :D Love youuuuuuuuuuuuu (L) (L) (L)

Called Trixilea if she wanna come out. She rejected me and gave a lousy idea. Fcuk you bitch. I wont ever do tht if you remmeber wht you suggested to me on tht day. And please dont tell anyone wht you suggest me to go because it'll be so obvious by then.

Intend to shop around PS alone but theres nothing to walk. Decided to meet my folks and tag along.

Suntec! Shopped alone. And I spend money like water like tht :\ Lol! Shopping alone is quite fun too! :D Okay, I shall try more of this nxt time in future. But its just tht you'll be lonely and no comment given by your girlfriends :\

Metup w my folks and left Suntec. They're there just to meet me, hahha! I was nagging to my dad about IPod Touch. I kept on repeating about tht. Hahhaa! Tampines for dinner and to the Megastore at Tampines, if Im not wrong :\ And Caiyun get to go Sakura tht day ):

Courts Megastore to check out the price for IPod Touch and they were looking at Refrigerator and Tee wee (TV). Wanted to go to Audio House to look for the my IPod Touch but it was already too late :\

Home!

Was playing Poker and I lost hell lots of money ): Damn sad lorh. I shall go and earn them back ASAP!

Today :D
Out w parents for dinner and shopping :D

Dinner at Bedok and my dad went to East Point to send my phone for repair, again. For the third fcuking time. I think my phone had already gone through numerous time of major operation, lol! Hahhaha! God bless my phone. And Im still stuck w this sickening Chine phone ):

Expo!
Met KhaiXin there at Metro Sales :D Hahahha! And she brought me to the Harvey Norman IT fair for the IPod Touch. She brought me around Expo even to her shop -.- She's working inside the Home fair. Wht has got hair to do w Home -.- We must have healthy hair in order to live in a nice and comfortable house ah? Lol!!!

My dad was being hypnotised by this Sharp Tee wee (TV) :\ Tht sales man ah.. sibei tokong manxz. He really knws how to promote tht product really well lorh. After a long long long time of discussion, my dad decided not to get tht -.- Waste ppl time :\

Pulled my dad to IPod touch :D And....
I got my IPod Touch todayyyyyyyyyy :D
Damn fcuking happy can!!! Woohooo! My brother had been saying tht he wants a PSP but I only nag to my dad about IPod touch for 2 days, he got it for me already :D Who is better in this? Lols!!! I wonnnnnnnnnnn :D The-ant-kill-you, daddykins :D

Home w the smile widely spread across my face ^^

Last but not least, I miss JM ♥

Uterrly disappointed..
Blogged @ 11:51 PM