I swear I _l_-ing bloody hate you. But whts tht hate for? Hahas. So you can might as well go and die (:

Hahaha! Lau Sai just thought me many things just now. And I suddenly felt tht Im somehow a dumb idiot luh -.- Ohmygod. Cause he taught me many many things! Anyway, thanks luh(: See your big big name here, Tan Chee How ; Lau Sai!

Not to waste the whole post entry and since I've got nothing to do. So Im here to blog about some mystery group of ppl in our class. Sometimes, no, I should say most of the time I hate them. Maybe I look down on them? So wht if they're elder than us. I just dont like them. Dont ask me why. Not even me, Caiyun & Khai Xin too(great mind thinks alike xD). Why must they like keep borrowing money from others when they can even afford to come all the way to Singapore and have their education? Okay, Im not referring to the whole big group, but some. The girls are even better than the guys. Look, isnt it suppose to be guys better than girls. But this is time is the other way round. Wth?! They're like depending on others to continue struggling in Singapore. Im not haveing a prejudice of them just because they're like much more older than me. But its the fact. Face the fact man. I knw if you guys get to knw this whole paragraph, you all are gonna hate me so much. But, who cares man? Im just stating the fact.

Hahas. Im sure Lau Sai will get to read all this. Cause he taught me how to read already and he knws himself -.- Hes like so damn good in all this underhand ;x Lols. This friday will be our Broadrick's Speech Day :D :D :D

Kuku, you're gone D: Whr the hell you are luh $%^&*()



Okay. Why isit a suay day for me, and my classmate? I dont knw why the hell our Principal came into our class and talk to us about our attitude towards studying and stuff at 1.40, exactly. And whts more? All our subject teachers were in the class too o.o Somehow seems like kinda serious uh? We didnt knw all this will happen until morning. I was super tensed cause I see 1 by 1, all the subject teacher enters with DM, OM, principal and blahblahblah.. Daniel, Junnan and Ivan apologised infront of everyone of us.Then principal talked about our result, how to be positive towards studying especially when we're taking N's this year. I almost fall asleep -.-

Art for first 3 periods and Mrs Lim told us to do our final layout alreadyyyy ): I felt tht Im like dead soon? ): Daphane, Khai Xin and Caiyun wanted to pon class actually except me (: Hahas. They wanan pon for chinese. Im so guai manxzxz! Come come, praise me :D Lols. Okay, sister is damn retard today. She keep hitting me and pushing me D: Im so pathetic alright! Ke lian de wo ahhh.. I bet she is gonna talk back after she've seen this ;x Anyway, Im the victime. So everyone, believe me ah! xD CME, Mr Zainal wasnt in class. So we used tht period and had our small little girl's talk with Caiyun, Khai Xin, Yuki, Amira and Siti. Hahas. We've been talking about... secret! ;x Hahaha! Cannot anyhow reveal our dirty little secret uh. Geography for last period and we had this Spring Test today. Luckily I have YuJia with me (: We 2 helped each another. Hahaha! She's the best partner I've ever had. But not forgetting my primary sch one, Debra (:

Then... Principal came and blahblahblah.. The whole session took about 50 min? We went off at about 2.30 like tht. And I went home alone ): Cause sister and Trixilea went off first.

&&& ohya! Mummy asked me about something which I was damn shocked! She asked me whr is yinjie -.- _l_ how am I suppose to reply her? ;x But anyway, I told her everything. Hahas.

Tmr there will be a spring cleaning session in our class -.- So yea, before going for tuition, have to stay back and clean the whole bloody class as its damn dirty! ): Dont knw how long is this gonna take but not long. Tmr will be a long long long day for me! D:










Yesterday's night was ohmygod, fabulous! Hahas. Maybe thts my first time to this kinda party thts why I find it fun. Girlfriend's and I enjoyed ourself yesterday night too! But sister went off early D:

Anyway, Trixilea came over to my place then MingHui then sister and Caiyun. So I was like kinda busy with my own stuff and some of theirs. MH went to.. Left my place at about 7 plus and we had our dinner at the market my house nearby. Then we bus to Clarke Quay and went went around to find the "Gotham, Penthhouse." its really tht difficult to hunt tht place down. Anyway, thanks to tht malay guy, alot alot alot (: Saw Kelvin and his group of friends. And I saw my ex classmate's friend, Marilyn (if im not wrong) too. Went to walk around Clarke Quay as its still early.

Trixilea and Caiyun entered the club already while sister and I were like... anxious? Luckily in the end we're able to enter. Pheww. When we got in, the whole area was like damn empty can. But slowly, the crowd gathers. And whts the worse part? No one's dancing luh -.- Can tell tht some wanted to dance but dont dare to step down to the dance floor and really start dancing. Then a malay guy start shuffling there. Okay, slowly the crowd enters and the dance floor was kinda packed. The kuku band not nice one -.- Ohmygod. And they have this song, guess whts their chorus part..You'll nvr get the answer correct cause their chorus part is "ccb" -.-

Accompanied sister to get her a cab then we got back to the club. Went down to the dance floor and start dancing :D :D :D Theres a super weird guy ask MH this ..
Conversation}
Guy: You girls enjoy dancing here?
Mh: Okay luh.
Guy: Whts your name? My name is "blahblahblah"
Mh: ....
Guy: Can I dance with you?
Mh: -.-
{/Conversation}
And I got the feeling already.. Its super uneasy manxzxz! Saw Ah Thye and Albert there too (: Hahas. Ah Thye came to us and dance with us. Trixilea and I kinda like bua-ing each other. Hahaha! Funny sia. And, the dancefloor is super hot and stuffy as its packed with dont knw how many million and zillions of ppl. Kidding luh ;x But its really really packed. There is this "Bai Ma Wang Zi" of Trixilea's. He is ohmygod, hawt! Nah, cute rather (: Hahas. MH didnt really dance in the end so she took care of our bag and we 3 went dancing. Went off at 4 because the party ends at 4 ): And then, cab home. Awww.. I miss yesterday night!

Sister, you missed the fun!







Bloody Mr Tay make us run 7 rounds around the feild to out of fun -.- Argh!!! And how cute of him. He used a marker to dot on our hand as we complete each round so tht to show him as a evidence tht we've finish running the 7 rounds. Plus, cannot walk too much D: Wht the shit is this manxzxz?!

Thursday and Friday the whole class wont be able to run away from the supplementary after sch as 2 periods before sch end, its already the subject -.- Oh, how great ): So today we had Geography one after sch. But its until 1 only cause everyone somehow like arguing about this with Ms Hidayah, our Geography teacher.

Went Raffles Place with sister ad Trixilea to meet sister's so called "hoddie" hahas. Nonsesne luh. Sister have been chanting for the past few days, keep repeating and telling us about her hoodie and stuff but in the end, she got wht she want. But theres no hoodie at all -.- Hahahah! Train to Bugis and went shopping. Saw Mao Mao and we were like slacking at her shop, chit chat with her for awhile then MingHui came and we went shopping at Bugis St! (: Hahas. Saw Marcus over there too. Spend about $30 - $40 today. Im unhappy luh :( Argh. Shall not talk about it anymore. It pissed me off! *Dont think about it dont think about it dont think about it* Went up and down in and out until 6 plus and home sweet home:D

Tmr will be having Mock Test and we're suppose to go back to sch ): Sian luh! Its like early in the morning somemore? ): Dont get to slp longer D: D: D:

Mao Mao lend Trixilea her IC and Trixilea will be using mine and I'll be using Mao Mao's one. I dont wanna use Mao Mao's IC seriously. But I've got no choice ): Is there anyone who can help me? Whoever get to read this, shut your big fat mouth and dont utter a word to anyone!



Booom. Its raining now. Lucky I came back early if not I bet I'll be drenched! Hahas. Today Caiyun left early for her match again. Today they're playing aganist Hougang Secondary. But I dont think the match will still continue on. Cause the rain is like so damn heavy now!

Mr Zainal had heart-to-heart talk to the whole class. Ridzuan mentioned tht sitting with YongXin cant concentrate well and he is too noisy and the seatting plan too. I've got no comment about the seatting plan though Im sitting right infront.Yujia helped me alot today. She lend me copy her 4 pages long of Social Studies assignment and she copied some notes for me too. The note is damn long man! I was doing and doing while she copy the notes for me. Thanks(: Did some kuku journal writting for english. Damn bo liao can!

Mrs Radha wasnt in sch, I think cause she's not with us for our Maths lesson today. So free period (: Caiyun, Khai Xin, Amira, Rashidyah and I were like keep talking about malay ghost, coffin and etc etc etc.. During the talk, I fall asleep -.- 4 periods of Chemsitry! ): Actually its suppose to be last 2 period but Mr Yew happily go add on to another 2 period after 1.40 zzz Thts the reaon why I hate Thursday. Anyway, in the end, Mr Yew cancelled the extra 2 period of Chemsitry cause his class is gonna have dont knw wht event in sch. Has Chemistry test and I dont think I did well today. Infact, can say I flunked the paper.

Home sweet home(:

Took this from sister and we did this(:

Im totally disppointed ): I dont recieve a msg from you after the morning one.
I've been waiting for your msg since just now till now.
But my phone was dead all the while ):
A msg will do, killer.



Shit! Mr Zainal's gonna meet my parents tmr D: Die die dieeeeeee ): Ohmygod. Can anyone teach me like how?! Wht am I suppose to do to stop the meeting?! Who knws later Mr Zainal give bad remarks to my dad, then how? Fuck _l_ Ohmygod. Im so afraid! Plus tmr I'll be having my Elective Module course, Hairstyling one. I'll be at sch till late. Wht if he suddenly request on meeting me with them together?! Arghh -.- Im so bloody dead! ):

Mr Yew is crazy today. We just enter Chemistry lab for Chemsitry lesson for about like lesser than 5 min, he start going berserk man. Hahas. Almost the whole class was laughing luh. Cause the way he scold ppl, he get agitate is funny! Hahahah!

Anyway, Ivan Hau Kin Hong(or something) is finally back. Infact if he's back anot doesnt really affect me -.- Okay, Im being so random now! -.- And I fall asleep during the very first lesson of the day, Social Studies. Im so so so, power? ;x Lols.

And here comes Chinese lesson todayyyyyyy. I read my time table wrongly the night before and I left my Chinese textbook tht Song Lao Shi wanted us to bring at home. Arghh zzz how careless can I get uh? Wahliew. Nvrmind. He didnt use much on tht book either. He keep doing the same thing over and over again -.- Tht person did not do tht similiar funny thing today D: Thts sad ): Nothing funny happen during mother tongue lesson today. Boredddd. Mrs Radha wasnt in sch and we've got 2 periods of free period! (: (: (: BUT, Mr Tan, the Maths teacher of 4N1 walked into our class and told us to do some exercise and claim tht Mrs Radha wants us to finish them all by the end of 2 period. And if anyone did not hand in, everyone shall stay till the person hand in.

Went home with Trixilea to put down my bag and brought my Physic books out for tuition. Hahas. Accompanied Khai Xin to Pasir Ris to make a replacemant of her EZ link card. All of us slept throughout the journey. Woah o.o Hahas. Then Trixilea went to get her tongue stud. And we saw this guy wanna pierce his lips. Tht shop owner used a needle and everything was done within 5 seconds. I saw him piercing through his flesh. Ohmygod. Ewwwww D: D: D: Disgustingggg* KFC for lunch and saw Haizad at the cashier. Hahas. Train to Tampines to meet Caiyun and went to "Funny" our tuition teacher's place.

Today's lesson I almost fall asleep but the time fly very the fast. LOL! Went Tampines and had our dinner then bus home. And Im late for my 9pm show @ Channel 8 ): ): ): I misses like 10 minute plus D: Ohgod. Im sadddddddddddddddddddd! D:



HAHA. Its the 3rd post of the day. I find tht whenever Im unhappy or sad, I blog all of them out and I feel better. Really really really! Go try someday okay? (: At least Im feeling better than before. Im super bored luh! ): ROAR! I just remembered Melvin showed me his retarded picture with his 2 other firend. Hhahaha! Its damn stupid and retarded can! Ohmygod. I cant stop laughing manzxz!

Its raining cats and dogs now! D: Arghh! Why cant you just rain in the morning?! The weather is quite hot in the morning luh. I rather the pour start in the day than the night!

Ohmygod. I start to feel tht Im kinda random now ;x Hahas. But Im just simply too bored! Im starting to get bored playing viwawa. Well, I should go back to my msn games then(:

Tmr will be having tuition till 6.30. So I'll be home later than usual. Alright. I shall go and play my game now.

Till then.



Why am I staring at my phone every minute,
every second when my phone was like dead for a long perido of time.
When I actually knw tht you're busy,
I always hope to recieve a msg from you.
A msg will do, just a msg and it'll brighten up my day (:
With thoes sweet coated words from you and It'll be more than enough.
Im so confused now! ): ): ):
Can someone tell me the definition of love?
Am I falling for you?
I dont knw how to answer all this question.
But after just now, everything seems to be impossible uh?
Just the start of the year and my life is already almost corrupted by my ownself.
I cause everything to happen. I cant blame anyone else but only me.
Maybe Im simply a failure.
All I hope for, you'll be there when I need you the most.



Trixilea is so pervert today! Ohgod. My mother acutally turn to be a lesbian and she's trying to les with all of us! o.o Shit. I've got a lesbian mummy. Helppppppp ;x Hahaha!

Anyway, today's lesson start with Art and Im bloody restless. Dont feel like drawing but the deadline is drawing nearer, so I've go no choice D:We've got to hand up our Master Piece by the end of May/starting of June?! Ohmygod. Im bloody dead! Shiate! Ivan Yeo came back after a "long long long" holiday. Hahas. Mr Fithri came in for the following 2 periods of Enlgish and he was kinda fed up with our class as the whole class is damn noisy! Yes, its super noisy man!

Chinese lesson is the only lesson tht I can be with sister during lesson time. And every chinese lesson I tend to get damn high because sister keep doing/saying stupid things tht will make me laugh my ass out! Hahaha! Okay, guess wht she did/said today?
{Conversation}
Sister : .... You really wearing tht on Sat?!
Me : Yea, most probably bah. Not sure leh.
Caiyun : Wah. Very "expose" leh!
Sister : Oh! Then bring cardigan along when you're inside, just take out and tie it around your neck.
Me : Eeee. Dont want luh. Abit Africian leh ;\
Sister : Whr got Africian sia. Like ladies kinda high class leh. (She always do tht)
Me : Oh! So you're referring to yourself ah?!
Sister : Cause my name's Chock Huay Ching ( CHC ) ma.
{/Converstation}
Lmao! Okay, theres another thing I've been laughing everytime during chinese lesson about. And you knw whts tht?!
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ARE YOU SURE YOU WANNA KNW?!
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Dont wanna share with you all luh ;x Im not tht bad to tell everyone about tht to make tht person embarrass too luh. Hahas. To tht you - knw - who - you - are, see Im so nice uh! I knw laughing at you its bad luh. But I cant help it. You also everytime made fun of me at almost the same situation ma ;x Okay okay, I shan't do tht again tmr. Control, I needa control! xD Hahas.

Ohya ohya ohya! Dont knw which "kind soul" who vomitted in our class's paper bin and cause it to have some "nice fragrance" during English period. Ohmygod. I almost fainted man! Tht smell is really... best ah! Nothing smell better than tht manxzxz! Celina used her own bare hand and brought tht paper bin outside of our class. Thanks babe! (: She rescued all of us. Hahahha!

During CME, Mr Zainal came in to our class. And I thought tht he'll give us tht kinda fierce fierce and tht not nice attitude to us. But who knws, he came in empty handed, late plus plus plus, he talked to the class about soccer -.- And the worse thing is I dont understand a single thing! Pathetic me )x Wht Liverpool, Man U, Arsenal, Cheseal and blah blah blah.. I cant remember all the group name they mentioned but the few are the frequent one so its not a problem(: Hahas. So I went all the way behind with Khai Xin and we talked and talked and talked as Caiyun left for her Netball. Today theres a game with Pioneer Secondary at our sch. Ms Hidayah wasnt in sch too. So free period for last period of the day, Geography :D

Social Studies supplementary today. Though its kinda boring, but no choice so attended the extra lesson after sch. Mr Rajan's extra lesson will not last for more than 30 minute and thts standard though the given time is like a hour. Hahas. Waited for sister and Trixilea's extra lesson to end then went home together (:

Behind a smile, there'll always be a broken heart ):
How I wish everything didnt happen at all and we'll be enjoying our 1st month today..
If I didnt start with all the topic, with the tiff, this wouldnt happen.
I did tht just to attract more of your attention to me.
And who knws, it ends up like this.
& now you're with a better girl, I think?
I wish you all the best though I dont want this to happen..
but its all already turn to be the truth now.
Wht I can do is to acecept the fact and go on without you.
Im happy and content with you by my side, once before.
Goodbye for real as I wont turn back, wont drop a tear for you again. Nvr, ever.
Friends we'll be and I hope all the best for you.
I dont love you no more ♥








Sister and Trixilea came over to my place ytd 4 plus and I was helping them with their make up for the night. Hahahs. Alright, we took about 2 hours before leaving my place. MingHui came over too. So we went off at about 6 plus, bus to town, Far East as sister meeting Yumita to exchange ezlink with her for the DXO party. My sister's birthday is not over yet. Went to the toilet there and Caiyun came over to meet us, in the toilet. Long John for breakfast cum lunch cum dinner. So many cum ;x Okay okay, so we decided to bus to Suntec then walk to DXO there as its about time and we intend to go over there to help Trixilea with her IC.

When we were just about to down the the long long staris, then something happened. Its quite frightening cause when I turned around, they start .... lerh. I see a blakc guy running very very fast then ... Many ppl were like looking at tht. Then tht guy's head is full of blood. Anyway, met Marcus for our tickets thn Clarkson and company came over. Hahas. Was talking with my ex classmate's friend, though I dont knw her well. Its the second time I've saw her and talk to her. Went around to look for IC and indeed its kinda tough borrowing ezlink. Imagine if its IC, it'll be worse -.- Saw Khairul over there (: Hahas. Anyway, theres this guy who can speak chinese but we thought he's a malay. He's friendly and cute too. Hahas. We thought tht he is one of the DXO staff. In the end, we made a mistake -.- Hahas. Anyway, the party was cancelled in the end D: Cause theres too many thing happening then the police forbid the party to continue. Thoes above 18 still can continue, underage, go home ): Disappointed! ): ): ): The party will be postponed to nxt week and there'll be a free party on the week after nxt ^^ Thts wht I heard luh.

Bus to Cine with Albert. Actually we were suppose to go for Kbox cause MH wanna ... Then we changed our mind and catch a movie instead. We went for Be Kind Rewind at 12.50. But we the show start not even 10 minute, sister and I left and cabbed home(:



Hahas. Trixilea came over to my place at about 2 plus. Then we went Bugis meet MingHui first at about 4 plus. Pastamania for lunch, Caiyun and Khai Xin then came over to Pastamania and meet us. Hahas. Khai Xin keep suan-ing MingHui non stop. Lol. Caiyun went to Cold Storage and get more Sushi. Sister then came over to Cold Storage and join us. Went Cinema as Caiyun wanna eat her Sushi with Khai Xin too. Bugis Street and bought stuff. Arghhhh! I regret for not bringing much more money! I wanna buy top de!!!! D: D: D: MingHui bought a "boyfriend blouse" and its niceeeee! I wanna go buy very soon! Hahas. Khai Xin went home and we continue shopping. On the same time, we were looking for something for Trixilea too. Had dinner with sister and Trixilea at Bugis then headed home(:







Hahas. Im fine already. Maybe I've already got used with this kinda feeling. I need to give myself time, a break now. N level is my top priority now. I have to chiong for my studies (:

Anyway, Mr Zainal, our Co-form teacher re arranged all of our seat. Arghhh zzz -.- Then Caiyun was like arranged to be sitted right infront of the teacher's desk. And Im at the first row too. And he seperated us with guys D: Idiot! Now I cant slp during lesson lerh ): Ohmygod. Sleeping during lesson time will be very tough. Im with YuJia while Caiyun sit with Aabidan and Khai Xin sit with Amira, right at the back. Hahas. We're all seperated. Dua Ne (HuiYun) worse. She got no partner so she is alone. Hahas. Mr Rajan wasnt in sch today so free period during Social Studies. And Caiyun and I were like talking with Xinyi, Cheng Cheng and Xu Jin and we knew a big secret of Xinyi! Hohoho! Lols. Junnan have this super cool phone luh. He can watch TV programm with his antenna and his speaker is like, ohmygod loud! His phone is damn cool I tell you. He said tht he bought his phone at Sim Lim Sqaure for like about $230. Caiyun and I were like being tempted by him. Hahas.

Actually there is 4 period of Chemistry today! Ohmygod can die -.- Caiyun left for competition at about 11.55 and Im left with Khai Xin. We both actually thought of skipping Chemistry lesson today. But then we still went for the lesson ;x Lols. Mr Yew happily gave us another extra 2 lesson of Chemistry which add up to 2 hours of Chemistry in a row! I see Chemistry until I scared ah. Lols. But in the end, Mr Yew says tht the extra 2 period of Chemistry lesson will be cancelled! :D :D :D Hahas. But nxt week... ): ): ): Pathetic us!

After sch, home(:

& I wanna go back Thailand so badly ): But I might not have the chance D: So I've to study hard!



Its my fault for not showering you with enough care and concern. You always complain tht I dont show you enough care and concern, Im sorry for not doing tht. Maybe its because Im not a good gf bah. Anyway, you take good care of yourself and study hard(:

Im left here, with lots of unspoken words.. ):
Thanks for being there for me, my past tense.



School starts at 8.20 today(: As usual cause nowaday sch start later on wednesday. Hahas. So I wasnt late today :D Mrs Lim have been talking about thoes art gallery and stuff. She sound like tht place is very interesting and I feel like going there, take a look at all the big big big pieces of art there. It'll be a very fun trip luh! Hahas. Song Lao Shi is not as irritating as yesterday. Yesterday he was somehow like... mad! He accused me of eating sweet at tht moment when I didnt actually -.- Went through "Bao Zhang Bao Dao", everytime this one de. ... But he explained to us and tht explaination can be understood.

We had Channel News Asia with us today in sch during assembly period in the hall(: Nothing much luh. They were there intertviewing only for awhile then dont knw whr they go. Anyway, we watched the short film from the y2y network or something and saw a familiar face up in the screen.

I was quite sleepy and I keep falling asleep ;x Mrs Radha haven been waking me up for 3 to 4 times already xD Lols. But in the end I manage to keep myself awake, heng ah (x Hahas. Mdm Sim is not back yet and the new posted teacher, Mr Fithri came into our class and he told us tht he'll be our English language teacher dont knw for how long. Hahas.

Attend the Elective Module course and girfriends all chosen Hair Styling as theur chose and so we all joined Hair Styling. Today is our first lesson and the instructor taught us how to wash a human's hair. Lol. Sound weird uh?! Lols. Khai Xin, Siti, Xinyi and Ernest were the model and their hair got washed by us. Btw, Ernest was the only guy whos in the Hair Styling course. Hahas. I washed Siti's hair and she want me as her personal hair washing girl. Lols. Everthing ends up at about 4 plus and went home(:

Baby, I miss you badly D:



I've not been updating ;x Hahas. Suppose to be update yesterday but then I fall asleep while watching show and I missed my 9 pm show @ channel 8 D: D: D: Argh zzz -.-

Anyway, I was kinda mad yesterday at class. I dont knw why either. Khai Xin keep irritate Aabidah today, LOL! Hahahas. She is quite a nice girl but then a bit hao lian ;\ Sorry tht I've said tht but its true ;x Johara got quite fed up by Khai Xin today too. Hahas. Everything Khai Xin one sia. Hahas. Was waiting for sister and Trixilea after sch as Mr Tan dont allow them go cause he keep scolding the class. Went Khai Xin's place, bathed, changed and headed to Tampines for tuition (: Hahas. Todays the first lesson. Meet Trixilea at Tampines interchange and Khai Xin's friend brought us to the tutor's place. The tutor is a male and he is quite good looking too. Lols. Packed up at about 6.30 and went Macdonald and had our dinner there. Send Trix to MRT station and we both took bus home.

Tmr will be our first lesson of Hairdressing, Elective Module. And everything ends at 5 plus ): Tiring day!



I was crying like some loser just now. Why do I cry for? Am I stress? Or am I just too afraid of losing you? I've been asking myself this question since just now.

I knw you advice me and all, its all for my own good. But I just dont appreciate them well. Im sorry for ending things up like this. Things were going very well actually but until just now, I spoilt everyting. I started everything first. Everything you do, is for my own good and I understand. But I just dont knw why most of the time I'll purposely do something to make you upset and things like tht. Everything you said just now gave me a big fright. I thought everything is gonna be over soon. I was so afraid. I just couldnt afford to lose you. You're so tht important to me.

You push me for my studies. You said tht theres so many guys better than you outside. You said tht you're not a perfect guy. You did this all for me, for my future. I knw all them well. I just love you the way you are. I dont need a super perfect guy for me. I just want you. I dont want anybody else than you.

I knw sometimes Im overboard, over the limit. But I just couldnt control myself. Its my fault for causing all this to happen, seriously. Dont push the blame to yourself this time. Im really at fault this time.

Baby, promise me you wont leave.
You're so important to me.

When I need you
I just close my eyes and Im with you
And all that I so want to give you
Its only a heartbeat away

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

Miles and miles of empty space in between us
The telephone cant take the place of your smile
But you know I wont be travelin forever
Its cold out, but hold out, and do I like I do
When I need you
I just close my eyes and Im with you
And all that I so wanna give you babe
Its only a heartbeat away

Its not easy when the road is your driver
Honey thats a heavy load that we bear
But you know I wont be traveling a lifetime
Its cold out but hold out and do like I do
Oh, I need you

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

When I need you
I just close my eyes
And youre right here by my side
Keeping me warm night and day

I just hold out my hands
I just hold out my hand
And Im with you darling
Yes, Im with you darling
All I wanna give youIts only a heartbeat away
Oh I need you darling

Anyway, I've found many version of this song. Celine Dion's is the best!









Meet up with sister at Lavender on 1 and I accompanied my sister to Lakeside when our meeting time suppose to be at 2. See see see, your sister is nice okie ;x Hahas. Trained back to Bugis to meet Trixilea, our mother. Tht dumb sister of mine hor dont wanna call her own mummy leh. She keep ask me contact mummy -.- Unfilial girl! Lols xD

Pastamania for lunch and shopping spree at Bugis Street! :D :D :D Saw Yiru, Clarkson, Kelvin, YuiChi ; Twinnie (she saw me but diam diam D:), Ashely. Hahas. Twinnie, we'll go for date soon uh! :D Hahas. Went Junction to spend the rest of our time and theres this Malaysian guy approached us and offered us a cup of coke -.- He said tht his friend and him bought extra and they're rushing for a movie so he offered us tht cup of coke. zzz -.- Thts so nice of him but we somehow we felt abit weird weird leh ;x Sister accepted tht cup of drink but we leave it there until when we were about to leave, we threw it away ;x Lols.

Took bus 133 to Boon Keng, the place whr we had our steamboat. Meet Caiyun and Khai Xin there. We started eating at about 7 - 7.30 and we left tht place at about 11 plus. We keep eat, play, eat, play. LOL! Hahas. And when were about to leave, theres this weird Choon Pang staff smiled to sister and Caiyun and the rest started running when I was still standing there, dont knw whts going on. In the end, I ran too -.- LOL. My reaction was slow luh. While we were running, I ask them whts going on -.- LMAO! Weird right? Hahahah! Then slwoly I understand. Hahas. Sister and Caiyun cabbed home. Trixilea, Khai Xin and I took bus.


*BIG thanks to Albert Tan!
He found tht song for me! :D Thankyou thankyou(:



When I need you
I just close my eyes and Im with you
And all tht I saw I want to give you
Its only a heartbeat away

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

Miles and miles empty spaces between us...

This song is so nice! But I dont knw the tittle of this song D: Can any nice soul help me? Pretty pleaseeee(: