Its last day of 2007 today! (:



In less than 24 hour, 2008 will be here! :D Hahas. Though there are many up and downs during this year, but my sister/girlfriend are always there for me (: and I love them all luhhhhh! Gotta work hard for my "N" nxt year. I dont want, cannot fail! Will be out for so called "countdown" tonight?

You're sick now ): Take good care of your own health luh, haiyo! See you falling sick, my heart aches D: Ye Zhuan Ming, dont treat me tht cold will you? ): Hais..



1 day tour.

I dont knw wht time I fall asleep yesterday night and thanks for those missed calls. Im shocked when I see theres a total of 96 missed calls, 16 messages. Hahas. Thanks and sorry for the trouble. Stop blaming yourself for not being able to wake me up. My mum was like keep kpkb ing, asking me to wake up and bath faster and stuff. I noticed something in common. I always tend to sleep late the night before going JB, Malaysia or wht. Then the nxt morning, I'll be dead tired, cannot wake up and stuff. Hahas. I've thought of not joining them today but I still pulled myself out of my bed. Once my buttock rest on the seat of my dad's car, I start slping all the way till I reach Cty Square.. I nvr wake up at all! Until when my dad done with his parking then I wake up. Hahas. Tht shows tht how tired I am okie.

And my shopping time ^^ Hahas. I bought 2 bag from "Sugar". Their shoes there are... gorgeous! Very pretty cannnnnnnnnnnn ~ Hahas. But I didnt get any pair of shoe there cause their shoes there totally dont suit me ): I've nvr stop walking from 12 plus till 3 plus then we went to Wong Kok blah blah blah blah, had our meal there. Their cheese baked rice is deliciousssssss and of course not forgetting my milk tea (: My brother had "Chocolate Lava" and thts super nice! I've nvr stop drinking his drink till I finish it all (x Hahas. Continued walking and I start feeling tired. When I was about to go, I think I saw Ah Kai, tht guy working at "AZ Gift Trading", the shop behind ours, a worker under Uncle Roy. Im not sure so I didnt call out for him. Oh ya! Today City Sqaure is packed with people man. They're having some sort of competition, I think? Hahas. Many youngster are there, dancing behind the stage. .... -.-

And of course not forgetting Auntie Anne before leaving. Hahas. I've not been eating Auntie Anne for ages!

Left City Sqaure, headed back to Singapore at about 4 plus when I actually thought tht we'll be stuck in a heavy jam. But the custom wasnt really packed with cars though theres still a small little queue. Headed to the super big megastore at somewhr located in Singapore? Lols. Theres 3 huge building, Giant, Ikea and Courts. We visited every one of tht before leaving and I was tired!

I think I should really let go.. No point clinging on you anymore.
goodbye, my love ):



Today I did something which I dont believe I'll do it neither. Hahas. I woke up at 8 plus by my ownself :D :D :D I dont knw but I just wake up with my alarm. Then I got my "bomber"'s call to wake me up. Hahas. Thanks alot (: Wanted to meet HuayChing early in the morning then go shopping for wallet but I dont think I can make it by time so cancelled. So I took my own time and stuff then Im off to work. Reached there by time, punched my card as usual then went down to booth. Did opening with 2 new staff but not long after, CCB receieved a call from CC wants me to go up with my apron which I havent touch for days. And, I was like sacked? ): Cause I MIA out of a sudden then Im back again. Today my last day and yet I wasnt suppose to finish even its last day D: Headed home ^^


Tears strolled down my cheek I dont knw why either. I wasnt feeling alright at all. All I wanted was your care, concern and love. But I knw, thts something impossible ): I told myself tht Im gonna give up on you, treat you as a normal friend. But now, to me, it seems like its a very tough mission ya? D: You've been talking bad about me to Caiyun and I knw it all along. Whether you do tht on purpose or wht, I dont knw. But wht I just heard from my friends, tht sentence really hurts me alot. I dont wear tht on purpose, mind you. If I have choice, do you think I'll choose to wear tht? Since thts the way, why not you but new top for me? And somemore thts my own body why should you care? Unless you still have feeling for me? Or isit tht you treat me as friend so you say all this? Even if thts so, you can come tell me straight infront of me and no need to talk behind me right? _l_ you! I bloody fucking hate you. But I still love you. I dont knw wht to do. Im really, really confused and tired of all this. Where is the full stop to all this thing? I dont want a comma anymore. Im afraid I couldnt take it.



I was like MIA for the past 2 days (x Lols. Nvrmind. I shall stop playing the MIA game -.- Hahas. Anyway, I went City Plaza today with MingHui and did somemore extension (: I spend $20 and MingHui spend $12 on extension. Then went back to Kallang Airport to collect my contact lens. Its like finally I collected my lens? Hahas. I've been dragging it for a month. Exactly a month. Lols. Went Macdonald for dinner after tht then MingHui left and I walked home.

Thanks kuku pipi <3

After many days of thinking and brain washing, I've made up my mind. I shall not wait anymore. I dont wanna waste my time on you. I find myself very stupid doing all this for you. Before tht, its all a one sided love? I shouldnt have put too much time and thoughts on you. But you're the first guy who did so much for me, seriously. But I always have the feeling tht Im picking wht your past girl dont want. Im like picking up her used items? Argh! zzz -.- Shant continue saying. The more I continue, then more I find myself stupid. Well, to you, you wouldnt understand my feeling. You knw wht?! If Im given another chance, I rather choose Alvin to Shawn tht path. Thts the greatest wrong move I made in my life. Yes, let bygones be bygones. Ye Zhuan Ming, I shall stop loving and waiting for you. You'll be my friend (:



A very big mistake I made.

I shouldnt have make my decision tht fast. If not I dont think things will turn out this way. The way not wht I wanted. Yes, I F regretted by making such a fast and wrong decision. Initially, I thought going away would be a better choice for both of us. But who knws.. Im in the wrong, I knw. I cant do anything to change the fact now. Blaming other party isnt the way. I should put all the blame on me. If I have not chose to leave, you'll not go for another one, neither will I go to another one too. And end up, Im suffering alone. Am I suppose to deserve all this? Maybe, yes. Seeing you with your girl, happily now, makes me feel regretting. I shouldnt have let you go! You did so much thing for me. Look up for me, stayed and just to meet me as you're leaving the following day.. I nvr cherish all this until, when its all gone. Like wht your good friend said, Im the one who causes all this. Yes, my fault. I can only blame myself. Im tired of all this, totally! Can things make it simplier for me?! Now wht I want is to stay with ye zhuan ming.I dont wanna make another fast and dumb decision. I shall make my move slow and steady and nvr make a stupid one again. I've had enough of this word, "regret". I dont wanna ent up with regret again. I'll wait and wait and wait. Then see things how it goes then make up my decision. I dont wanna be such a stupid one again.

I only wanna let you know, you knw tht I still love you. I'll be there for you no matter wht. So please, dont push me away. Im not afraid of anything but only this. Cause once you push me away, I dont knw how hurt will I get. I dont wanna leave you. So let me stay by your side and nvr push me away. Thts something I dont wish it to happen. I love you, ye zhuan ming. ♥









MERRY CHRISTMAS :D


Fall asleep at about 9 plus and Caiyun's call woke me up at about 4.40. Went to get prepared and stuff and off to Bedok Inter and meet up with Caiyun, Albert, YuWei and YongSoon then bus to Hougang Ave 3 or something for some event. Hmms. Dont knw how to explain. Went to had our dinner at the coffee shop near by and back to the place and played blckjack. Yongsoon is damn retarded -.- I cant stop laughing. Lols! After a few round, had a game of basketball and suay suay I got hit by the ball, TWICE -.- We tends to play basketball when the court's light are off and, whts worse? The ball is black in colour -.- The colour camouflage you see. Thts why I always got hit by the ball D: D: D: Went off at 11 plus and headed home (:

Im happy today at least you approached me and sat beside and talked to me. I want this to last. I want to get back to the past when you're so sweet to me. I love you.














MERRY XMAS EVE (:

Im off to work and then party tonight! :D hahas. woohoo! Im so excited luh. Shall update more when Im back ^^ As usual, Im late D: I shall rush to work now.

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I shall update now (: Hahas. Went to work and I was like late? -.- I was late for about a hour and 15 min? ): Argh, nvrmind. Work till like 4 then went to punch out with Trixilea and then we went shopping as we're waiting for HuayChing and Caiyun to finish working. Walked into every of the party shop dont whtever for -.- Then we went to buy bubbles (: Heehs. No whr to go and we ended up in Burger King, sleeping.. T.T We set a target for ourself by 6 we have to wake up. I wasnt tht sleepy at first but I still fall asleep but after 20 minute or so, Trixilea woke me up and told me not to slp as everyone is looking at us. But I was very tiring at tht time luh ): No choice then we went Exim Art and slowly time past. Soon, Lynette told us tht we can close shop now. Hahas. Uncle Roy gave us our spray cans and he only collected $48 for 48 cans when actually its $50 for 48. Hes such a nice man (: Chiong and packed up everything. While packing up, YuZhuang, Zhi Ming and Jackson arrived and while we're on our way to hawker, Zhuan Ming, Albert, YuWei, Da Xiang, JiaJun, and Kim Hee arrived. Went hawker and had our dinner before going to Sentosa.

Took bus 100 to Vivo and took the train to Sentosa with JiaJun, Ngai Shun, Wayne and their friend. Wayne and gang alighted but we didnt and tht cause us to miss stop -.- Argh! zzz We have to go back and go to the beach station again =.= Many stupid things happened in the train. Funny bodoh! Hahas. Reached there then we realised tht the whole stretch of the beach is closed =.= Wht a waste of time. So we changed our location and headed to town (:

Trained to Dhouby Ghaut and walked all the way to Orchard. The spraying section starts at Center Point -- Damn suay ah. Lols. Its very very very crowded there too. Walked all the way to Far East. Many stupid idiotic bangala are there =.= _l_?! Argh. I hate bangala! Im racist but, who cares? Stopped at Far East and tidy ourself then walk back to Orchard MRT station and send Jackson, YuZhuang and ZhiMing off. Da Xiang and Albert went to take picture with some unknown bangala on the street -.- Lmao! Then headed to Lucky Plaza'a Macdonald and had our meal there (: Not long after, MingHui left ): But Im already very glad tht she joined us for the party :D Went walking around and I met my lau sai (: Hahas. He is not smelly and he dont look like lau sai too. Lols. Walked all the way down towards... I dont knw? Then we went explore at One Tree Hill Road, Grange Road, Kim Seng Road and back to Cine -.- Saw Marcus at Cine and some scene.

Left cine and walk down to Cathay then cab to East Coast. Scene again -.- So many things happening man. And tht dumb sister of mine left her phone at Macdonald's toilet?! And whts worse? Her phone is on silent mode which is like her phone will only vibrate if anyone calls? Went to the toilet and look for her phone with her. How careless can she get uh?! When the ahbunehneh lady walk out, guess whr she took the phone out from? She took it out right from her chest -.- Its like.. ewwww?! Why must she place the phone in her chest?! Disgusting can! Left Macdoanld and walked all the way to Bedok Jetty for sunrise (: (: (: We're all so excited and by the time we reach there is already about 6 plus?! We walked for dont knw how long can! Very very very long!

Went back at 7 plus took 196 home (: Photos will be uploaded soon :D
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I dont deny tht Im jealous when I see you walking with Trixilea, talking to her. Infact, I am very jealous! But wht else can I do?! I can only look and not to utter single word? I dont have the right to stop you from walking with Trixilea, talking to her. Throughout the night, we didnt talk much. You've been talking to your brother, Caiyun and Trixilea. And I dont knw if you're doing on purpose when you look at pretty girls. Im very very very jealous. But I cant do much... D: Is there anything I can do?! Friends have been telling me to give up but I insist on waiting. Yes, Im gonna wait no matter wht it takes. Dont make me lose hope. Let me knw tht theres still a chance between us and dont let our love go away. I love you.

Ye Zhuan Ming, you'll be mine again..



Working today from 11 to 4 today. But I didnt go in the end cause of my stupid nose. I dont knw why it start to bleed, again -.- Im really dying of losing too much blood ah. Lols. Tmr have to work from 11 to 4 also will be heading home first then meet the rest again? I dont want my nose to start bleeding tmr night when Im playing. If not.. I can kill myself on the spot. Hahas. Christmas eve is like tmr? YAY! Cant wait and Im so exciteddddd~ (x

Tmr I can get to meet you and thts wht makes me happy :D
Be mine again? I'll wait no matter wht for your answer..


All I want for christmas is you...



Suppose to work today but yesterday with just a call, my schedule was like change?! Almost everyone was like HOT. Cause not only mine was changed. Then Fiona gave us attitude she said tht we giving attitude to customers and stuff its not our fault and blah blah blah.. Went up and Levinia was super work up man! Once we enter the shop, she jitao tell "fortune cat" tht she wanna dont feel like continuing cause she feel like shes treating her like a dog. Need her then ask her to be here dont want her then ask her not to come. "fortune cat" then asked if anyone else is not happy with this arrangement, stay back. Everyone stay put and stare at her. Everyone was like, "wah.. all so steady ah?!" lols. Hahas. She then had this idea on talking to us individually, one by one. Actually we're not really tht bad already. Trixilea is much more worse than us..

After we knw the changes on the schedule, Trixilea and I had a idea on going shopping together on the following day(today). Hahas. So we went shopping today :D After work had a heart-to-heat talk with sister and Trixilea then headed home. I didnt go home but I meet up with Adeline and another session of talking. I find tht I love talking to my friend now uh. Lols. Then things happen.. Went Old Ariport pei her wait for her friend and we waited for quite a time then we left at 1 plus and she came to my place. My brother was entertaining her instead of me and wht am I doing?! I was like lying on my bed falling asleep while the both of them are doing dont knw wht thing.

Today, did my things and get prepared before going Bugis. Meet Trixilea then went shopping for her gift for Jerome then went to get my bag (: I got my school bag already. Its a bag pack (: I dont knw how long am I gonna stick with this bag pack but I hope its long. Hahas. Saw quite a few familiar faces there and we saw Joyce too! Heehs. While shopping half way, the rain started crying )': The sky misses me you knw xD Lols. After the rain stop we went long john and had our meal there then continued with our shopping ^^ I spend a total of $90.80 today.. Within a day I spend about 2 days of my pay. If tht continues on.. I dont think I can get my PSP liao ): So I must save abit now xD

Walked all the way to Concourse from Bugis at about 7 plus and waited for them to close shop. Then went to play pool awhile and my parents went there and fetch me and we went Suntec. And out of no reason, my nose start to bleed -.- The flow is real heavy then it slowly stops. Wah. I almost died cause of lost of too much blood liao :x Hahas. Went home with my donuts :D

YAY! Christmas eve is like coming and Im so excited can! :D :D :D

Is there a chance...?